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Aug. 16th, 2012

"All is borrowed"

Listen, Feel, See, Taste, and Smell the Music :)

Life is too weird sometimes.

On another note, blasting music so loud and just absorbing it can feel amazing and be so amazing. 

Aug. 13th, 2012

"All is borrowed"

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So, I was just out traveling in Sequoia (Three Rivers, CA) followed by Baja California, Mexico... I think my Sequoia photo album on FB explains the little trip there. I'll post my Baja photo experience later. Baja by far was interesting... I disliked it, but had to see the bright side to it --as hard as that was lol. I realized that I am very grateful to be living in the SFV. I had complained about it, on how it isn't my ideal place. I honestly rather be near a forest, or in the forest with a nice community. Well I am fortunate to say that I have what I need right now. Aside to that, I think what I enjoyed the most was wearing my pretty yellow dress, enjoying a fresh coconut, riding in a horse carriage, having my dog Stella on her first traveling trip, Stella being a huge novelty (turns out it is a big impression when dogs wear a bow with shoes lol... some people even took photos of her), and I got to try a pretty good beer (Dos X). All that was missing was hearing "Malaguena Salerosa" being played lol 


Jun. 5th, 2012

"All is borrowed"

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Officially done with finals! Woo hoo! :D

The ASO Club Council banquet at school was a great way to wrap this semester up -it was soo much fun! This semester / past 4 months, had lots accomplished and fulfilled. I look forward to next semester, not finals tho... ha :)

In the meantime, time to pick up my Summer To Do list, so much was pushed over to do this summer... yay and ehhh lol Overall, yay for summer vacay from school! :) 

Have a nice summer everyone!

<3 awesome movie, awesome song, awesome singer <3 
<3 <3 <3

May. 31st, 2012

&quot;All is borrowed&quot;

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Today I have heard this a lot, all over the place:

"do what is best for you"

"you only live once"

"you never know when will be your last day on earth"

"after tragic moments you realize and learn how to live"

"do what you enjoy to the fullest"

Basically the message was to live life doing what you enjoy doing. You will know it when its there. Your heart, mind, body and soul will let you know. I yet seek this, by far I am getting there little by little; I am seeing my calling. It is frustrating at times, but at least I have some progress compared to 5 - 10 years ago. 5 - 10 years ago I was a druggy and alcoholic and that is what my mind, body and soul desired. Now, that's history. 


This ^^^ reminds me of one of my fave quotes that I like to live by:

  "Don't do something just because other people say it's great, or because you read it in a book, or because teachers promise you various benefits. Do it only if, after you try it, in your own experience, you see that it enriches your life."  

On a different note...this song has some great jazz to it, would love to dance to it sometime. Do some contemporary choreography to it :) The lyrics are a little wack, but the sound overall is dance-able and soothing, if only the lyrics were different or without lyrics lol 

I belong to you by Muse

May. 30th, 2012

&quot;All is borrowed&quot;

Well said...

May. 18th, 2012

&quot;All is borrowed&quot;

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I feel like today I had one of the biggest tests in life out of many more to come, and I feel I passed :) Yet, learned more about myself 

Will record this later on my personal journal and this online journal. Too tired to jot down at least one right now lol 

~~Happy Mayra out, G'night :) 

May. 17th, 2012

&quot;All is borrowed&quot;

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I miss dancing, its been awhile ... Contemporary and Belly Dance ... Every since life's gotten so busy on me I haven't really been able to dance. Will be picking it up soon again... and hopefully get into new styles of dancing: Flamenco, Ballroom, and Country :) 

I got all the 411, now its a matter of time... 

May. 12th, 2012

&quot;All is borrowed&quot;

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Its interesting how the loss of a friend can have some impact after passing away. This friend wasn't a BFF or anything like that, but we did know each other in HS and College. We talked here and there. Towards the end we talked so much about Astronomy, Music, teaching me how to play Drums, and we actually connected in a musical sense. I loved it. He was the homie, always saw him that way. But he took his life away. Why!? NO IDEA why, it doesn't make sense. A couple of days ago I had a dream that he faked his death.

Anyway Omar this song goes out to you:

Old School :)

Its interesting how I feel this way towards a mediocre friend, I imagine how I will be when I lose a family member or someone super close to me =/

Miss you, eventho you came out as a jerk at times, which u weren't it was your honesty, jokes and sarcasm that was coming through the room to show a point :)
I still don't get why you took your life away... I hope you got to read the poem I wrote for you.

See you in Heaven, I hope.

"I Hear The Midnight Birds"

&quot;All is borrowed&quot;

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For those who understand... It's one of those nights when that one person calls and you feel just this way:

Trying to not be so humane with emotions, is one of the hardest things to deal with... good thing for the brightness on the other side :)

May. 11th, 2012

&quot;All is borrowed&quot;

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"Don't do something just because people say it's great, or because you read it in a book, or because teachers promise you various benefits. Do it only if, after you try it, in your own experience, you see that it enriches your life." -Unknown 

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